CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS
MY HEART SINGS
andrea
18Oct
THE COUNT.
Been missing in action for the last couple of months,
almost forgot i had a blog. :)
Doubt i'm going to be blogging much for the next few months until May.
Tight schedule ahead of me right after my Chinese New Year season. Don't get me wrong, I love the subjects I'm taking despite the immense amount of pressure I feel building up upon my shoulder and unsurmountable heap of knowledge to absorb. I really do do enjoy my classes. Just stressed as usual.
Studying environment has changed alot, stepping out on my own for real this time, no one to push me or aid me other than Christ alone. It's duper scary but somehow I know I'll pull through. Its scarier when I'm aiming for at least 3 As this year and to feel limited in capability. Its like beyond me, beyond the effort I'm struggling to put in daily to just do my work.
Past weeks were tough but for a different reason. Never seem to get my mind right about certain things, and how not connecting with people can sometime upset me. Don't want to make this such a "dark" post but as for the rest of you people who even bother to read this, Always treasure the ones you love.
I never believe what people say like " sometimes its tough, cos you've to like your sibling or parent because they happen to be your sibling or parent". I MEAN REALLY??? It's a pretty crappy statement to make and honestly, if you've got siblings and parents, LOVE THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE. all conflicts bring pleasure to the devil for it seeks to sow discords where love is found, SO ARE YOU REALLY going to let conflict define that relationship, and yet confidently walk to the alter where Christ is and claim to be strong in your Faith.
I've learnt my lessons the past few weeks and I've decided not to let my flesh act up while my spiritual being is being fed strongly by Christ. All I seek now is just these few months of cleansing my soul and rejuvenating myself back to be alive for His purpose once again.
Taking a break from a few duties have been on my mind, while my exams are closing on in, mom fears I'm too stretched among my studies, job and ministries. Lord, guide me...
Anyway, while I go off to reflect upon my day and do my quiet time, so should you guys! :)
and forever I'll remember that when tough times come, miracles will soon follow after.
Pray I'll regain my optimism! xoxo♥you know you love me 11:57 PM
