CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS
MY HEART SINGS
andrea
18Oct
THE COUNT.
truly need to kill this whole procrastination, more like fear to be exact, of touching my notes.
I can sit at my table for 7 hours straight, flip through 6 chapters of notes - highlight, scribble, paste sticknote pads all around the borders and still..I stare blankly at my notes, wishing somehow the examiners would just cut us students some slack and allow for audio-responses instead.
I have full confidence in voicing out my opinions and stating information down faster by talking it out, and absolutely dreading this whole point in writing down endless flow of infomation within 3 hours.
Being concise is one thing, but how do you automatically rephrase, summarise all forms of egs used by my lecturers into conceivable sentences when what the examiners want is a focused answer and not one made out of egs.
That aside,
I've been going out too much with so many groups of people, YES I LOVE THEM ALL DEARLY.
Absolutely adore each person I meet for their wonderful personalities.
And its like being in a group, where you know pretense is inexistent, letting God be in control of my friendship circles, made my heart lighter, joyous, appreciative of all things good, silly and funny.
The wisdom I pick up from there, the thoughts and considerations I've developed to be better..
TO BE BETTER!
simply said, you know why I love reading my bible.
Because not only does it hold truths in it about who God is, its more than just knowing about God.
Its about how Christ-like WE ARE MEANT TO BE!
It's about more than just hearing the gospel and shoving it aside, it's about how His cross of salvation, brings renewal, brings peace, brings hope and more than that, faith and PURPOSE and EVEN MORE SO LOVE.
Words barely explain how God's words works spiritually which then becomes reality, in love, thoughts, mentality, attitude, reaffirming and correcting your belief and yes, your way of looking at everything.
I don't want to be that one person who takes on one perspective of a situation and have me stuck in a pit when it goes down the drain. God's words really opens up my eyes, to re analysing my shortcomings, opening my new eyes to seeing how a situation so bad, can still be worked in a positive manner.
God's words, sets that standard of behaviour in His righteousness for myself..and knowing whenever I fall out of line or below that rightful level I'm suppose to be at, helps me re align myself and know when to return to Him for counsel and repentance...A father's love that is merciful, wonderful and glorious.
Thank You Jesus, You've made my year a wonderful journey to learn from. xoxo♥you know you love me 2:35 AM
